trapped souls

standing all alone in a place of nowhere
lost, in this street of darkness
having no clue of what to do
it's just..me.and you.

Rain can wash my body now,
of guilts and fears.
My hands have still the look of red
trying to catch my helpful tears

You made me what I am right now
but how?
How could  have smashed these creepy walls
that you just build around me?
you can't imagine the level I reached
in the land of hate
and pain
you betrayed me
and the blame I take
is your fucking bloody face
lying
in my tearful lake

~Rain took away from me all the innocence I had that night.
 That night, there was only blood in my hands.
 there was only blood of yours,
 in my hands

blind

and then i looked into your eyes
you stared at me
you blinked them twice

i just can't  find a word to write
i feel so cold
no light..i'm blind

what if i breathe what if you try
don't pray for me
can't stand you cry
cry for my life my immoral mind
the filthy soul i keep inside

i told you once i have no strength
fighting the demons
blaming my self

i hate the fact i tell you lies
i'm tired i'm sick i'm paralyzed
pissed of these shits i have in mind
the tense,this glass filled up with wine 

-"my love",he said, "why do you have this pale-gray face?
 and what's that taste of cold?"
-i'm scared,I think i've lost my grace
-why you re so weak?you'll always be!Admit for once you're just okey!
- i know it's sick and that's not me,it's just that
 
 I'm dying my love..day after day