blind

and then i looked into your eyes
you stared at me
you blinked them twice

i just can't  find a word to write
i feel so cold
no light..i'm blind

what if i breathe what if you try
don't pray for me
can't stand you cry
cry for my life my immoral mind
the filthy soul i keep inside

i told you once i have no strength
fighting the demons
blaming my self

i hate the fact i tell you lies
i'm tired i'm sick i'm paralyzed
pissed of these shits i have in mind
the tense,this glass filled up with wine 

-"my love",he said, "why do you have this pale-gray face?
 and what's that taste of cold?"
-i'm scared,I think i've lost my grace
-why you re so weak?you'll always be!Admit for once you're just okey!
- i know it's sick and that's not me,it's just that
 
 I'm dying my love..day after day