feelings()

this face i have of you in mind

remindes me you are one of the kind

these months with you gave me the light

that i was searching that awkward night

i drink a lot and think too much

started at November,and now it's March

i lied telling i didn't know

i wanted what you were giving 

 that's the only truth

But when you came,i was so lost

i tried to give, with heart still frost

I miss your eyes,our walks, your hugs

i screwed it all up, 

tears have now filled up my lungs

my mind conquers me whole,

leaving alone

my coward soul,

tough on the outside 

reckless inside

giving a chance is luck of time

But if you come closer,hearing nothing at all

my eyes will give you what you want

they know exactly how to betray

the feelings i lose on my own way

One last thing,and I am gone

your heart is brave as gold,

your soul strength, sharp as sword

that's what i m thinking as i m alone

don't waste your time in something doesn't worth